The Kimiya Healing Story

The heart of sacred healing alchemy

Welcome to the home of healing alchemy

Whether you’re looking to heal trauma, deepen your divine feminine embodiment or master your inner energetics and deepen your healing practice you've been called to the right place. 

I've helped thousands of people heal and transform their lives in ways they never imagined was possible. This is the fast track to trauma healing, powerful embodiment, authentic spiritual growth and to your divinity.

 

Kimiya Healing is is a frequency not a destination, you've found me for a reason. Become silent and listen to the voice inside that whispers through your heart. 

When I started my healing journey I tried every modality I could find. Nothing got to the core of what I was feeling
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I spent thousands of pounds on therapists, therapy training, plant medicine retreats and books, reading everything I could find, trying to understand why I felt the way I did.

Back then I knew nothing about healing and I was spiritually vacant. I had no connection to my body, my womb or my femininity and I constantly relied on external validation to feel a sense of stability and self worth. 

I was walking around like a ghost, doing all the right things but getting more and more disconnected from life every day.

 

I hated having periods and I hated the fact I was a woman in a man's world. My emotions were just pests to be exterminated and my body was a machine to be used until it was utterly exhausted. 

I looked fine on the outside but on the inside I was miserable. Nobody really knew the extent of it because I didn't know how to talk about it. 

Panic attacks were my wake up call. They became so debilitating I would spend days in bed unable to move, calling in sick and then feeling embarrassed, ashamed and confused about not being able to perform like other people.

I remember the feeling of death everytime I couldn't breathe. I remember the pure panic of being completely out of control and crawling (yes on my hands and knees) into A&E because I couldn't catch my breath and didn't know why. I remember the doctor telling me I was fine and it was probably indigestion.

I remember the days I felt suicidal and the voice told me I should kill myself. I held my breath to see what it would feel like to slowly fade away.

I remember slowly disappearing into black darkness. Suddenly a tiny light appeared, the size of a pin head. 

I had never seen anything like it. It was so tiny but so bright. I had never seen a light so bright. 

I didn't know what it was and I didn't have anyone to ask. But it felt like it was showing me something, something mysterious. 

I didn't realise until a year later it was the light of my soul, calling me home. 

 

It's been a journey.

 

If you had told me that one day I would be doing healing work and teaching people about womb consciousness I wouldn't have laughed and called you bonkers. Womb what?

You see, you have to keep going because you don't know where the story ends. It might surprise you. 

I started discovering therapy and tried everything from psychodrama to psychodynamics, shamanic work to yogic meditation, psychedelics to plant medicines. You name it, i've tried it.

And each and every time I was left saying 'it's not deep enough, there has to be more'

Down the rabbit hole, which I soon realised never ends. There is no end to love, the love that IAM. 

Eventually, through years of deep and often disturbing spiritual initiations and alot of self healing and shadow workI began to access the stillness of my womb and then came the call. 

 

'Call the people to womb' the voice said

 

'Whose womb? I'm not a whore!' I replied, only to later discover the word whore actually means Be-Loved. In that moment when I read that, everything made sense.

 

I knew what I had to do and I knew how I would do it.  

 

It was clear. Womb Room was born the next day and 100 people walked with me into womb, to share my first journey of womb awakening. I felt at home, for the first time in my life, as if this is what I had been doing for a million lifetimes. Womb was me and I was womb. 

 

My path as a womb alchemist is to rebirth the people in the void of womb. From the void we come from and from the void we return. Since then, 500 people from around the world, men women and families have rebirthed in womb.